ATTENTION DISORDER

You know,
I'd almost drank Bleach the other day, thinking that I was holding a bottle of yoghurt drink.

My eyes was definitely not focusing on my fingers.
I guess I was looking somewhere .......yes, at the ceiling
and there's nothing interesting on the ceiling.
Is this some sort of attention disorder or maybe this is one of the INFP thing - heavy daydreamers?

You know,
I'd find myself having more and more troubles writing long post
or even doing something which requires great focus and long hours.

Is this "instant noodle" world making me the way I am right now?

It's easier to click a like and share a post on Twitter, FB or Tumblr
then to write lengthy stuff on blogspot.
That is why Instagram is so popular.
A picture worth a thousand words, eh?

I hope that this world won't turn me into
"yet another annoying millennial posting pictures of food" type of citizens.

I want to do more. I want to write meanings.
I want to create uncomfortable moments.
I want to explore. I want to try new things.

I want to be.

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