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DEATH in DREAM

Dreams to do with Death is very disturbing. I cried in the dream and also 'physically cried' and usually wake up with swollen eyes and a massive headache. Now I am exhausted. Ha!

I think so far, (add this one) I have Four death dreams - One, I wasn't really impacted, non-emotional- I didn't cry, I was quite emotionless because I haven't talked or seen that person for many years and she probably spoken only two or three lines to me, so I wasn't that concerned. But I was concerned - as in why in the world I dreamed about her death? Well, the mystery of dreams.

The first Death dream - I totally freaked out. I dreamed about a death of my family member- someone I love dearly. I did not see the dying process. It was more like a few officers brought me to a private room and then show some documentations and then break the bad news to me. I fell off the chair immediately and urgh, devastated. I don't want to be reminded of those feelings. I was so glad that it was just a dream.

The next morning, still feeling very disturbed (who knows dreams might be some prophecy) but I found out that that person is alive and doing good. False alarm.

The second Death dream, was quite vague - a lot of jump frames here and there. The weird thing about the Death dream this time around was, one of my friend (other friend, not the one I dream of) died on that night. really. One of my ex-colleague, quite a pleasant guy, so sad that he passed away at such a young age, 26. That person, in my Death dream, I consider quite a close friend to me (Shit scary cuz at the age of 26 too) so I was concerned but I really don't think I have a gift of dream prophecy. I better not. Since that person is pretty much alive (that person likes to die, annoying) , yes I don't have the gift. My dream was pure nonsense.

The Death dream yesterday, *Drum roll* I dreamt of myself - on the verge of dying. Not really - Death dream but stuck in the situation - where there's no way out. I was in a mall - suddenly a group of horses with riders with fire-arrows came galloping and start shooting everywhere in the mall and everything's on fire! We ran - with a group of people - trying to escape. Smart/Not so smart people like me - I have no idea why - I ended up in the basement carpark. To be exact - B3 Basement Carpark! 3 Floors underground. There's no way out - we can't get out because the higher part of the building is all on fire! So it was a time to wait for death. I took out my phone (yeah phone still works, but I didn't call 911) and called up the my family member - the first person whom I dreamed of dead - and sadly announced that I am going to die here and say my goodbyes.

Weird. Dreams. Intriguing. Pure nonsense maybe.

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